MAKE A WISH.

as much as i love the idea of having a big with huge group of friends, all dressed up in party hats and a delicious cake with candles, that's never the kind of birthday i ever celebrate. mine always end up being small doing something completely random (this year was a day full of disney). although the day didn't go as planned and i wanted more than anything for gary to be with me, it was still a decently ok birthday.

after a certain point, whenever i was presented with a cake, cupcake, chocolate covered strawberry, or whatever kind of dessert for my birthday that had a candle in it, i stopped wishing for big or specific things. i realized, i just want to be happy. sure i would love for everything to stay the way it is and for gary and i to end up together and people be healthy, but it felt like a lot to wish for. in the end, i honestly just want to be happy. no matter how my life changes, my happiness is the most important  thing for me.

*special thanks for kasey for my birthday crown